I've had a good night
But I don't have a reason to stay
I said that's alright
It's not like talking matters anyway
You turned away toward the door
My heart sank to the floor
I guess I was just an escape
Stuck in this hole
I have no control
I don't think that I'll find a home
Down bad in December
You changed like the weather
Everyone says that it's supposed to get better
But I'm so
Stuck in this hole
I have no control
I don't think that I'll find a home
Down bad in December
You changed like the weather
Everyone says that it's supposed to get better
But I'm so done
I'm done with the lies and
The fights every night
The regrets that I've made
Outweigh the great times that we've had
I guess this was just an escape
I've sacrificed
Way too many long nights
All the times that I tried you
And you hit decline
Now I'm numb
To the way that I saw you
Back when everything was okay
So I'm
Stuck in this hole
I have no control
I don't think that I'll find a home
Down bad in December
You changed like the weather
Everyone says that it's supposed to get better
But I'm so
Stuck in this hole
I have no control
I don't think that I'll find a home
Down bad in December
You changed like the weather
Everyone says that it's supposed to get better
But I'm so
Done
I'm numb to the way that I saw you
I guess that you won
You got all the things that you wanted
I'm not the one
I've been through enough for us both
But you added for fun
You played me when I let you close
So much to say but my
Words I won't waste them
I should've heard my dad when he said not to chase them
The worst part is now you just cannot erase them
Stuck in this cycle of trying to replace them
Small things remind you of way better days and
I dream all the time of that night in your basement
The worst part is now you just cannot erase them
So much to say, but my words I won't waste them
Down bad in December
You changed like the weather
Everyone says that it's supposed to get better
But I'm so