As I struggle through a drunken maze
Here I climb the walls and stay up for days
Through my head speeds the chemical burn
Yes, I like it that way
My closest friends are powdered dreams
A bottomless glass, blackened smoke screen
My mind is sick but my arms are clean,
And I like it that way
Mt f*cking life gets turned so upside down
At least it seems that way sometimes
The past two nights boy, have been the same f*cked up day
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My mind is sick
My soul is sick
My heart is sick
Just one more hour and Iæ£l get some sleep
First do another shot to wash down the speed
How times flies as Iæ¦ killing myself
I wouldnæ° have no other way
Money slips through my trembling fingers
Itæ¯ 6:00 am; I just bought more shit
The spots I see are like family
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My mind is numb my blood runs thin
Iæ³e lost my grip but found religion
On a mirror lays my last future out
I canæ° go, oh God not this way
One final rush, as my life passes by
I canæ° stand up I donæ° feel quite right
I fade to black my soul deteriorates
That was my last?
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