Subsistence - Epitaph Part I (Quarantine Version) Lyrics

I see the ashes drifting
In the wind
My former self
In darkness I am slipping
Into the arms of death
I stand above my casket
My corpse a raging blaze
All that was once
Forgotten
Scattered without a trace

Visions of the life I led now slowly fade to black
What's done is done
The pain is gone
There is no turning back
By the thoughts I have been silenced
But a whisper of the damned
I slip into oblivion
I have but one regret

Now I see where I went wrong
Fought these thoughts for far too long
Empty heart
Chaotic mind
I turn to drugs
And suicide
All alone within myself
Never speaking of what I felt
As these four walls barricade me
Within my mind of misery
I write these words to you in my own blood
All is me
Now drifts away

Visions of the life I led now slowly fade to black
What's done is done
The pain is gone
There is no turning back
By the thoughts I have been silenced
But a whisper of the damned
I slip into oblivion
I now have no regrets

In the darkest void of my mind
The waves of madness pull me under
Trapped in this endless cold
The seas of thoughts have swallowed my soul

Visions of my skin crawling
Voices in my head calling
My soul has been forsaken
F*ck this life
I'd rather be dead
Visions of my skin crawling
Voices in my head calling
My soul has been forsaken
F*ck this life
I'd rather be dead
I'd rather be dead
F*ck this life
I'd rather be dead

You're not alone
You're not alone
You're not alone
You're not alone