I am noticing
I can feel
Almost everything
In my field
In my line
In my vision
In my sight
Am I living
Have I died
I-I-I-I
Need a cry
Need a hug
Need a high
Need myself
To sit write
Down my thoughts
Letters to the ones I've lost
And my flaws
And the rape that f*cking haunts
And the love that I have lost
Ain't heard "love" from my pops
Still a lion, hear me roar
Life, a beautiful thing
With words, that make people sing
A life
That hangs by a string
I was running through the streets
With some skinny jeans
11 years old started smoking
Rocking Jordan 1s
Eating icies
White tee
SnapBack and a rosary
Hoping I could be cool
With niggas from school
Era before Juul
Blunts all we knew
Quit it at 16
Better living
Joined choir
But was sinning just prior
How I'm wired
Even got baptized
18, young liar
Relapsed, relapse
Pass me a lighter
Rerack, retrack
My lyrics just be maps
Of how I be that
Smooth nigga hear now
Want my degree now
Drinking way more tea now
Momma Claude be proud
Feeling like J Crow
Focused on green now
Building a clean mound
Give me the green now
Life, a beautiful thing
With words, that make people sing
A life
That hangs by a string
Life, a beautiful thing
With words, that make people sing
A life
That hangs by a string