heavensent Video (MV)

I'm chaotic and it's beautiful, I'm ready to go
You better fly, butterfly, in the scarlet and snow
One, two, three, four, I'm getting ready to blow
Tell your friends I'm heaven-sent and I'mma put on a show

Yeah
Calm down, calm down, take a chill pill
But I can't, cause i'm the real deal
I'm the real thing, don't you see?
No, come to terms with the real me
I'll be laughing if you think that you been fooling me
I ain't gon' cut off a clove just to help someone be cool with me
Get it if you get it, if I said it then I meant it
I'm here to play the long game, I ain't gon' be offended
If you can't keep up, cause I been at this for some years
But I had a couple fears that kept me from switching gears
That's just how it goes, I'm bout to counter blows
Gonna read up and be talkin with that power prose
Not that A-B-A-B but like "Jesus save me, save me"
It's getting so crazy, crazy, take me back to maybe, maybe

Is there nowhere a monument to what I once was
Is there nowhere a path to what it is I will become
Tell me, who am I that I must carry this weight
Tell me, who am I that I must need this strength

I'm chaotic and it's beautiful, I'm ready to go
You better fly, butterfly, in the scarlet and snow
One, two, three, four, i'm getting ready to blow
Tell your friends I'm heaven-sent and I'mma put on a show

I'm doing it all at once and it's such a mess
But I know still I Am and I'm still heaven-sent
I got some friends that been saying I been making slappers
But what if rap thinks I'm a poser, man I started as an actor
I'll flip the script like EJ, things are going off these days
Got a huge menu, cheesecake, I'm a picky eater, God feed me
Thirsty, so drink up so my heart don't burn like reflux
I know that I need love but I ain't gonna find it up in the hub
No, you know what I'm saying
Triplet, triplet, triplet that be the flow that I'm slaying
They ain't gonna tell me the game that I'm playing's amazing cause they don't know What I been saying, but
Slow it down, then we go double time
Everybody gonna love it when it get out of my mind
But we ain't there yet, gotta keep it quiet
I'm heavensent, I'm the golden child, yeah

Welcome to the mind of a madman
I ain't in a box, cause my name ain't Matt and
I ain't tryna save the world, I'm just trying to rap and
Help the people living in the dark night like Batman
Trash rhymes, but I'm a raccoon
Man I'm eating'em up like a meal at noon
It got quite dark inside of my cocoon
But fly, butterly, I'm about to zoom
Double the pace until you finish the race
I'm in the middle of the moment when I'm MIA
But now I'm ready to rock, and I'm ready roll
And this time I'm ready to run, I won't stroll
That which you must do, is what must be done
And there's no try, young padawan
Man I kinda wanna work, kinda wanna have fun
And I kinda wanna say I kinda wanna fall in love
But I ain't really feeling like safe and sweet
When think half the world'll be hating me
And I cope by living in make believe
And I'm thinking I should go to therapy
But it's whatever, I'm sure I'm fine
I don't need anyone poking in my mind
Man I'll get it together, then I'll be alright
But maybe not, I don't know, lemme think and then write
Nevertheless the present is always just a second-guess
I'm wondering how long it's gonna be before it's definite
I got a voice inside my head and I am trying to deafen it
Cause I know that everything that it's telling me's a detriment
And everybody telling me that I need to remember them
And everybody wondering how I am gonna represent
I'll prolly make a mess of it, but I still got the medicine
Cause though I am maleficent, you better know I'm