Stuart Clark - ELEPHANTOS Lyrics

See I went and took a break and it broke me and though they told me
They were safe, I doubted it so I dipped, go ask my homies
I don't got many of those and I don't got any hoes
So if you think that I do, it's obvious that you don't know me
And God ain't gonna hold me cause I ain't been acting holy
I'd rather say that I'm paralyzed than fake it like a phony
Yeah the winter was weird, but let's look at last year
The summer was chaotic, I stained pillows with tears
Like if "I can make to August then I'll be fine"
Who knew in February I'd be losing my mind
The facade of the golden child was starting to crack
I tried to put it back together but I ended up trapped
Dropped my pen and couldn't find it til an hour ago, yeah
COVID made me realize that I'm out of control
I found my clarity with logic I ain't doubting no more
I'm confident that writer's block's a cop out, it's time to pour
All my feelings on the page and let the people react
There's wall that I can see through that's been holding me back
So I'll punch it til it cracks or until I collapse
Or until the first second of eternity's passed, yeah
That's a little joke for the of three of you that get it
I don't need the royalties if my name is up in the credits
Yeah this is day twelve of the rest of my life
I'm gonna take all of what is offered and then let it suffice
Yeah