Stuart Clark - Call Me Clark Lyrics

Five years ago I started all of this
I wonder how long it's gonna take for them to want to be part of this
I think I'm over thinking things
We know what overthinking brings
God bless the pen cause here we go again
I can only start from where I am, but Lord it ain't pretty
There's a storm on the horizon between me and the city
But if I wait till it dies down, I'll never get started
So welcome to the game, I won't be begging your pardon
No, fly butterfly in the face of the wind
It blows a little bit harder when you're created to win
I know where I'm headed, but it's just taking some time
Cause it's all uphill, but see I'm ready to climb
I know the destination, but the details evade me
Will I be chasing the daylight? Will they be thinking I'm crazy
But they already do, so I might as well try, yeah
Who's it gonna hurt if I go broke and I die
But I'm the golden child, He can't have me fail
I'm a hero to my hometown, so I gotta prevail
I'm hailing from the Shyre, got a team that I inspire
Nature Valley safety rally will set'em all on fire
If you know you know, this time I'm ready to go
Ain't no stopping me now, i threw my scarlet in snow
So I better get going before I get out of hand
Nah I don't wanna be the one to mess up all of the plans
But there's chaos in my mind, I wish that I could get out of it
They say God don't need perfection, but I'm honestly doubting it
Cause it feels like He don't really wanna talk right now
They say that it's a lie, but I'm so lost right now
It's crazy what can change in a minute or two
Gimme a minute or two, and I'll be out of this mood
It's know about time to get out this cocoon
But I know I shouldn't want to try to fly too soon
Don't rush but don't delay, my heart leads me astray
I'm trying to use my brain, but it's just more of the same
I thought that I had it, but now it feels like I lost it
It's a never-ending cycle and I wish I could stop it

Yeah yeah

What doesn't kill me better run
Three, two, one, ready or not, no here I come
I ain't stopping, I'm going until it's done
I ain't hiding no more, I'm stepping out in the sun
I'mma be fighting this war, already cocking my gun
And I'm going for the headshots, I don't got no time to waste
I don't need another person tryna throttle my pace
Man, I hope you understand the race is only begun
And if y'all just let me fly then we gon' have fun
Cause I'm at it again with a pad and a pen
And you better believe that I battle to win
You don't understand what I been going through
But that's alright cause I have been growing, no
Who do you think that I am? What do you think is the plan
It don't really matter cause you are not me, and I am not you
So don't ever tell me tell me that I am a fool
Create for the Creator, but I'm just an imitator
Something's about to happen, I guess we'll know a bit later
All your prayers are appreciated, thank you for your patience
Now if y'all could call me Clark from the moment you play this
Cause I'm not the kid you used to know
Died without a funeral
Know it's quite unusual
But honestly it's beautiful
Feels good for the first time in a long time to be me
Cause I know that I'm becoming who He wants me to be
Clark Clark Clark, yeah I ain't missing the mark
And y'all can think what you want, but it feels good to restart
I understand that y'all don't see my vision here
But gimme a couple years, and it'll all be clear
It's light and it's shadow, I'mma be fighting this battle
And they'll judge, but I ain't scared of the sight of the gavel
No it's beauty and chaos and y'all can think that I'm way off
But I know where I'm going and I can't wait for the payoff
So here we go, I'mma circle the city
I might get a little lost, but I know God is with me
Understand that on this carousel I'm painting my dreams
Yeah it's a long story, but you'll see what I mean