If I said the words that you wanted to hear
Would that make you feel okay?
If I promise to face all of my fears
Would you feel betrayed?
So I'll look back on this yesteryear
And I won't feel regret
But I worry someday I'll turn to brick
And you'll still be Margaret
Cause I got a bullet in the back of my head
And I don't know what it says
That all of my heroes killed them selves
Instead of stitching the thread
So I'll break bread and break your heart
Put an end to a thing that never even had a start
But sometimes I see it in my dreams
But I know it's not true
It's just all mendacity
I've got us in the back of my head
Everyone I've loved has left
And I'm not quite sure just what that says
But I've got us in the back of my head
Everyone I've loved has left
And I'm not quite sure just what that says
I'll remember the times before
Now I drown myself in courage
And try to stay off the kitchen floor