Play a laugh track at my funeral
Life is one big joke anyways
A black spot on the community
My friends are sick and tired of me
I wish I could just go away
All this time I've been drifting slowly
The look in your eyes says you barely know me
Process these feelings and living lonely
I wont step foot outside this house again
Hardly breathing, I'm stretched out, I'm reaching for you
There's nothing better out there for me
Look in the mirror, I hate the feeling
Of seeing that one thing, that you pointed out
Grey skies and brown eyes
You're always on my mind
Contemplate my life
Between pale moon and sunlight
Star gaze and long drives
I'm saying goodbye
All this time I've been sinking slowly
Hurt all the people who get to know me
Process these feelings and living lonely
Ill stay away
Hard breathing, I'm stretched out, I'm reaching for you
There's nothing better out there for me
Look in the mirror, I hate the feeling
Of seeing that one thing, that you pointed out
I spent better nights, on your floor
Hold me down and count my losses
Plastic hearts, we failed to keep
Foggy vision put me to sleep
Hold me hostage, count my blessings
Wishful thinking that I could see
You've ruined me