Strange Theories - Retrospectacles Lyrics

Oh, I think I'm going under
I think I'm in over my head
'Cause I'm barely breathing
Wait, do you hear the thunder?
I fear that I'm almost dead
'Cause my lungs are depleted
This is worse than it seemed
I try to shake but they won't let go of me

Maybe I'd mean it
When you say that you want it
Say that you want it
Say that you want it
Maybe I'd mean it
When you say that you want it
Say that you want it
Say that you want it

I don't need a reason
I've made up my mind, you're wasting my time, won't show you my weakness
Hey, you gotta see this!
I'm closing my eyes, I'll say my goodbyes, and dive off the deep end

This is not what it seemed
Is this all a mirage or a masterpiece
Try to shake but they won't let go, they won't let go, they won't let go of me

Maybe I'd mean it
When you say that you want it
Say that you want it
Say that you want it
Maybe I'd mean it
When you say that you want it
Say that you want it
Say that you want it
Maybe I'd mean it
When you say that you want it
Say that you want it
Say that you want it

Maybe I'm leaving

Could this be what it seems
Is this all by design or my destiny?
Try to shake but they won't let go, they won't let go, they won't let go of me