Strange Parallel - Iscariot Lyrics

I've become the waking eye to every dream
Place myself in the valley, take a bat to my knees
When it comes to progress, I am Iscariot

I emerge from the dirt
To take 10 steps backwards

Isle in the sky, still afloat
Scared, I wait for her to approach
Mary Celeste has come for me
No certain return, and I still leave
Stuck on this ghost ship; unconscious
And all I can do is drift

There are years of disregarded history
Though they lurk in shadows; they're puppeteering
Makes me kill promises; Birth noxious distractions

I emerge from the dirt
To take 10 steps backwards

Isle in the sky, still afloat
Scared, I wait for her to approach
Mary Celeste has come for me
No certain return, and I still leave
Stuck on this ghost ship; unconscious
And all I can do is drift

Lost at sea, alone, swimming in this sickness
My fate has faded to mist
It blocks my vision
Starts with traumatization that causes isolation
'Til you've got nothing left but unbearable frustration
Stuck on the ghost ship, unconscious and all I can do is drift