Stop the Wheel - Falling Apart Lyrics

Wanted you from the first time I saw you
Now I just want out of here
We were locked in a house on the mountains
Mountains of hatred and fear
Never said that I loved being lonely
I just like it better than you
When your big sorry eyes are before me
The type that's so sad it's cruel
I won't fret, My brothers gotta hate me
But it's only me hallucinating
Or maybe infatuating
My mind might still be young but
My body's FALLING APART!
We were under fire and you told me
"It's always like this down here"
And I couldn't believe you were used to it
I was petrified with fear
If the ones who're supposed to protect me
Are the same ones that ruin me
Then the laws have to go, I don't care if
The lawmakers say it makes us free
If you said my brother's gonna hurt me
I'd say that'd be idiotic
Maybe just patriotic
Your block might still do fine but
My country's falling apart!
Stuck in a taxicab in a traffic jam
Wondering out loud if you are still a man
Your thoughts like skipping stones, see how far they go
You know you're right and you will take every blow
Don't fret, my mama's gonna hate me
But it's only me hallucinating
Or maybe fornicating
My mind might still be young but
My body's falling apart!