Stoeter - Finally Home Lyrics

I was lying on the ground holding hands with a stranger
Couldn't see all around cause I was in danger
Lying on my back praying just to keep me alive
Anxiety attack had me thinking I was gon' die
Got rushed to hospital in an ambulance
Heart beating so fast I couldn't handle it
By the time that it was finished we got off the phone
Told me bout the time you almost overdosed
Told your parents to tell the kids that you love em
But god didn't take you gave you time to recover
And with that time we rekindled our relationship
Even though I'm pissed you're gone I'm very thankful that
He didn't take you then cause I still needed you
Didn't believe in anything didn't believe in you
But if you could get clean I could believe the proof
And if you could that then I could believe in me too (Aye)

Yeah, you know that I miss you
But if you're in a better place why I would wish you'd
Be back here with me
When you're finally home, finally free
Yeah, this world brings pain
And if you're free from it that is where you should remain
Words can't explain what you mean to me
But I know one day, again we will meet

And it's crazy that
All the anxiety I have cause I'm afraid of death
But in 8-14 I looked death in eyes
Reaper coming for me but I guess it wasn't my time
Anthony behind the wheel it was his truck to drive
Then a lady cut us off we were all on the side
Of the road but I was thinking its alright
Time froze as we slipped turned slide and dived
Felt like a lifetime skatin' cross the interstate
Next thing I know we got an 18 wheeler in face
B.o.B's lovelier than you like a melody
In the background as we face to face with destiny
Just a few feet from dying it's feeling all meant to be
Wasn't even scared cause I was thinking that we
Could finally meet again and finally rest in peace
Ascending into heaven where we are finally free

Yeah, you know that I miss you
But if you're in a better place why I would wish you'd
Be back here with me
When you're finally home, finally free
Yeah, this world brings pain
And if you're free from it that is where you should remain
Words can't explain what you mean to me
But I know one day, again we will meet

And I know one day again we will meet
And until that day I'll be waiting patiently
Take the pain away cause you are finally free
You don't gotta struggle no mo you'll forever be a king
You battled for so long you're tattered up and scarred
But there was no quit in you, you never let down your guard
So there is no quit in me cause I'm exactly who you are
All the bloods and cuts and wounds a never tear me apart
I'm a spitting image of you forever be in my heart
And even though I miss you you're better off with god
An angel fighting demons I just wanna make you proud
The way I'm thinking lately I don't know if I'd amount
To the man you thought you raised to the man that was child
Truthfully I'm lost without you hoping to be found
Hope you can forgive me cause I feel let you down
I'm not the man I wanna be but ima figure it out

Yeah, you know that I miss you
But if you're in a better place why I would wish you'd
Be back here with me
When you're finally home, finally free
Yeah, this world brings pain
And if you're free from it that is where you should remain
Words can't explain what you mean to me
But I know one day, again we will meet