Stoeter - Butterfly Effect Lyrics

I should've kissed you in the summertime when we were standing by the pool
But I was late for work and you were searching, for yo sunglasses
So I had to leave, I had rush and this pretty much summed it up
I went to Virginia and showed my father yo Myspace
And two other crushes as well and he said to me that she's likely
The one for you and it's not like I didn't listen
Cause I wanted you more than the two but the timing was always missing
And it seems like that was always our narrative
I was with her or you were with him, spent all my time just wishing
I would've opened up and told you, my emotions from the beginning
Cause I know that you felt the same but it's in the past and we missed it
Could've sealed it with kiss and, but instead I'm sitting here slowly reminiscing from a distance

I ain't worried bout my past life or regrets
The only thing I got on my mind at the time is the next
Move, that I have to make I do but I'd be lying if I told you
That I don't think about it from time to time cause you know that is not true
I ain't worried bout my past life or regrets
The only thing I got on my mind at the time is the next
Move, that I have to make I do but I'd be lying if I told you
That I don't think about it from time to time cause you know that is not true

I don't like the fact that I'm 25 soon to be 26
And all I got is my AA a two year degree
That took to long to attain but in the end it's my mistakes
That put me in the hole I'm in , In 2010 I was all set
But I lost my scholarship, I was smoking weed and took way to early of classes
And knew damn well that I wouldn't wake up early and pass em
Flunked outta school and wasted about twelve grand of my paycheck
All the money from the oil spill I wasted getting wasted
Could've bought a house made payments
Could've graduated way back, I feel like I basic-lee
Tore my future down don't know what I could be
If not for the demons haunting me

I ain't worried bout my past life or regrets
The only thing I got on my mind at the time is the next
Move, that I have to make I do but I'd be lying if I told you
That I don't think about it from time to time cause you know that is not true
I ain't worried bout my past life or regrets
The only thing I got on my mind at the time is the next
Move, that I have to make I do but I'd be lying if I told you
That I don't think about it from time to time cause you know that is not true

So pissed that I quit rap, truthfully always missed it
I feel like I'm missing five years worth of these jam-pieces
But instead I'm left here searching for the damn pieces
Of my past life that I left behind that I didn't turn into MP3
Lost myself at least a little piece but here's the thing about verse one
If I wound up with her then I would never get so broken hearted
Thinking bout suicide which led me straight to the rhymes
And through it all my father could coach me
Through my first heartbreak he was there to console me
He told me, losing my mom and the kids was the only
Was the hardest thing he ever went through but you had to keep going
Got an amazing girlfriend by my side, it'll all work out how it's posed to be

I ain't worried bout my past life or regrets
The only thing I got on my mind at the time is the next
Move, that I have to make I do but I'd be lying if I told you
That I don't think about it from time to time cause you know that is not true
I ain't worried bout my past life or regrets
The only thing I got on my mind at the time is the next
Move, that I have to make I do but I'd be lying if I told you
That I don't think about it from time to time cause you know that is not true