I blink and the room gets a little bit smaller
A little less oxygen it's getting thin
I hold my breath keep in emotions unexpressed
Secured in my chest, a silent promise
The world goes numb
And I keep spinning
The world goes numb
And I keep spinning I keep spinning
I'm trying to stand
On solid ground
The past weighing me down
Weighing me down
I want to shout
But when I open my mouth
Nothing comes out
Nothing comes out
I blink and slip into a familiar nothing
And I'm stuck again in a place I've never been
Mirror stares back with a face unfamiliar
The eyes seem different, more removed
The world goes numb
And I keep spinning
The world goes numb
And I keep spinning I keep spinning
I'm trying to stand
On solid ground
The past weighing me down
Weighing me down
I want to shout
But when I open my mouth
Nothing comes out
Nothing comes out
The walls are closing in
Devouring every inch
It's always the same
Always the same
I fall to my knees
And the world goes numb
It's always the same
Always the same
And I keep spinning
And I keep spinning
And I keep spinning
And I keep spinning
I'm trying to stand
On solid ground
The past weighing me down
Weighing me down
Weighing me down