[ Featuring Chad Frozt ]
Yeah, alright, look, said that I had to get this on my own
I had to get into my zone You talk about me like you really know what
I have been through I say bitch you don't
Cause I gotta go all the way
I told myself that f*ck the pay Yeah, I got the flow, make em cold like the
Winter Would've made it by now but this shit too lame
And my shit's all passion and love Music to me feels like a f*cking drug
It's better than any drink that I could mix swear It's better than any pill that I could pop
They talk about little, I talk about lots I can't imagine fake writing
That's not something that I would do But if that is your thing, then more power
To you I'm locked in this box
Yeah I'm trapped and enclosed I don't feel at home
As a kid, my mind was sick But was still prone to all of this growth
And where I could go Counseling visits to dialing the phone
I got family all over the globe I love them all, I've been blessed with a
Great life but these medications pile up, you don't know
You don't even know
But this is my life, my life, yeah Gotta make that shit right, that shit right
Ohh, You don't even know
Okay, okay
You don't even know
You don't even know
Have you ever broke up with your f*cking ex, now she with another man, but she jealous
Of you tryna get women, it's a mess And I kinda feel upset, cause I think we
Playing chess tryna guess what moves that we making
And she blessed, and I'm stressed or depressed And I'm less of a mess, I don't know, I can
Guess But I'm thinking that it don't f*cking help
Anyone for the best situation If you know what I'm saying, girl
I think that I found the truth, I wouldn't know Cause I'm out of tune with all the data
And longitude But it's up to you, what should we do
You like your man, I like him too But that's only if he's treating you
Well, besides that, f*ck that motherf*cker I didn't mean that
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I did no lie stillnate in this bitch all the time
I'ma never leave till I make you say why Did I ever leave and now I gotta watch him
Rise Stupid bitch, better feel my pain
You wouldn't even know what I'd do just to stay You wouldn't even know how I felt about
You I guess I'll say sorry as I cry in the booth, yeah
You don't even know
But this is my life, my life, yeah Gotta make that shit right, that shit right
Ohh, You don't even know
Okay, okay
You don't even know
You don't even know
Yeah, but you still pretend that you do, it's okay
And you just keep talking that shit on my page
But now it's deleted, ain't nothing to say
My ego's too fragile, I'm fading away
I got a million stories I could tell
A million favors I owe, oh well
Hope you all doing fine, hope you are swell
Cause me, I've been questioning if I will sell
Cause I can't make a living and I need some help
Been feeling like a bum when I'm asking for help
Why the f*ck can't I get rid of my fear of self
All this anxiety crippling, couldn't tell
My heart is racing, open up my door
Hate to go outside, I'm paranoid more
I'ma let y'all in I just really want some return on my investment
Cause I know that I'm very eager to make it out from the basement
I do not fear ya, underground to somebody that they'll really hear, uh
Plenty stars shoot every day, let's say I enter
Cause if that shit happens, we're gonna shine, no more waiting
If that shit happens, you'll tell me I need some saving
You'll say that I changed cause the bank that I'm making
I will never change, true to my feelings, you don't know
You don't even know
But this is my life, my life, yeah Gotta make that shit right, that shit right
Ohh, You don't even know
Okay, okay
You don't even know
You don't even know
