This the shit that kills me
Yeah this the shit that kills me
This the shit that
Said this the shit that kills me
Over and over and over again
Tryna find the real me
But all the lines just started blurring
So Tell me if they heard me
Screaming at the top of my lungs
I think I need some surgery
She was here for a second but now she gone
You know that it kills me
Lines blurring can't really see what's beyond
And that's when shit starts hurting
Cause I swear you coulda been the one yeah
But some things never change no
Scars from all the pain yuh
I been tryna switch the lane into better days but the
Lightning in my brain it keeps me going insane and I
Cant seem to break out this box no
Said this the shit that kills me
Over and over and over again
Tryna find the real me
But all the lines just started blurring
So Tell me if they heard me
Screaming at the top of my lungs
I think I need some surgery
She was here for a second but now she gone
Upside down, and you let me down easy, Hoping it won't play out like last time, Focusing on my life, that's Easy, Find ways to hurt just to pass the time I said that I was leaving, You begged me not to go away, I lost you Before I noticed it, Then you threw me away