stillnate - Sometimes Lyrics

Yeah said that
Sometimes I'm staying strong
Other times I'm faded gone
I can't write these wrongs
But I can make all these songs okay
She was a good girl then she met me now it's so long and I know
I got a strange way of saying I love you
Got to go now
This is my fourth down
This is me throwing a motherf*cking Hail Mary when the clocks out
This is me writing a poem about you girl and I think you know now
That we should really be together but it didn't work out
And its really starting seem like in my life
Things just don't work out
Why's that
I think I got to draw a map
I think I got to find the loot
I think I need to take a nap
We can't go back
To the way things were before
Would we even want all that
It's a nice idea but I fear it's bad for both of us
Toxic love mixed with shoulder rubs
Late nights where we both need love
And now you see me
Yeah at least I hope you do
I'll try to stay strong
Like I always do wake up get high
Okay so I just inhale exhale
Repeat
Then I read through my old texts
Like oopsie
So is that a tear
Or is it just sweat
Cause I'm fighting demons in my head
These back breaking moments never seem to rest
They can can f*cked if they don't feel the stress and the feelings I lay on this page
Because I been going through cycles of anger and sadness you don't understand I think I'm about to rage Damnit
I swear this shit been automatic
And me dying young that would be so tragic
In a car crash cause of the traffic
I hate to sound this damn dramatic
These are the thoughts that I deal with daily
Brain twisted and dark you can't save me
I was up all night chasing my passions
She was up all night throwing that ass and
I never cared anyway losing traction
I should spark a blunt and get high like they have been yeah
I wake up and get high
To forget all the time
I feel darkness inside and it hurts me
Sometimes I'm staying strong
Sometimes I'm staying strong
Sometimes I'm staying strong
Sometimes I'm staying strong