stillnate - Shell of Myself Lyrics

Yeah
I don't wanna hang dude get outta my face
And you had your chance girl get outta my way
Hitting me up now say she wanna f*ck
Guess I put it down good guess she know what is up
I've given up and I think they can tell
Drifting like paper through violent trails
And I cannot remember last time I felt
Like it would all turn out okay I'm just a shell of myself
Ooo I'm just a shell of myself
And I been caught in some thoughts that make me feel like hell
Yeah aye
And I got some prices to pay
Cause they charge a fee just to get up in this game
Fame yeah
Isn't really what I'm wanting though
I just thought I'd finally be cool if all of my idols and me got along
How I truly feel you know I write it all up in these songs
But this ain't really working out how I thought that it would I was wrong
Yeah
So wrong I was so wrong
Pulling up past memories trying to fight all these feelings I gotta move on
But this time I'm gone
I feel I'm fading away into the great and the vast unknown
I don't wanna hang dude get outta my face
And you had your chance girl get outta my way
Hitting me up now say she wanna f*ck
Guess I put it down good guess she know what is up
I've given up and I think they can tell
Drifting like paper through violent trails
And I cannot remember last time I felt
Like it would all turn out okay I'm just a shell of myself
I'm just a shell of myself
It won't be okay this time no
I'm just a shell of myself
And I really wish that I could cry yeah