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Give me a second to recoup
Pour whiskey then speak truth
Yeah I might overdo it sometimes
But it leads to some break throughs
Pain inside the lines
Missing all the days when I missed on better times
You can't go back so it's only in your mind
Put uncertainty is certain when I'm floating in the sky
Oh my god it's a
New wave
Printing out a picture for a brand new day
Yeah my life in replay
I can't turn a new page
Cause I f*cked it all up can't rewind and spark new flame its over
I swear it's a damn roller coaster
And life is beautiful when you really start to
Notice
Everybody falling but ain't never really focused
Ima be the spark that make em know that I'm the coldest
Time goes on
Still here I won't stop
Must be fate
I grind my nerves shot
Oh my god
It's crazy these days
But I just turned to a new page
And so if I had to guess I'd say I'm really back again
Lost my confidence through all this shit
And tryna find a friend
Found the music through a homie but we don't speak cause it's dead
The connection that we had just faded suddenly to black god
Why it's a crazy time
Do all of this just to block the lies
It shouldn't be this way but we all fall in line
Until your gripping at the sheets about to lose your mind
Just say what you mean motherf*cker
Why you hide behind your teeth just speak motherf*cker
Can't be real learned to fake too real motherf*cker
Cause you open up one time and get sliced up with a dagger
It's so f*cked up
And this me motherf*cker
Got a chest made up of steel I can't feel motherf*cker
Cause I held it in too long and all those pills that they had me on
It's something that I won't even speak about
Time goes on
Still here I won't stop
Must be fate
I grind my nerves shot
Oh my god
It's crazy these days
But I just turned to a new page
So then if nothing is forever then why the f*ck we won't speak about it
Everybody acting like this ain't fatal but we all submit
I don't wanna be the last one to go f*cking climb the summit
Please don't single me out
I hate attention in a way but want my name in their shout
North to south
I Wanna be on the board
Touchdown in a city maybe touchdown on a shore
Either way won't come up short
This the only way I know
Only way to grow
Minimize your problems let the rest come forth to hold
Used to hold her hand
If only then I'd known
That love don't last a lifetime only lasts within a hope
But not for everyone
Some will find forevers
I hope I can find that but know that that is not too clever
Think a little bit
Just send another letter
In the form of a text message getting read but never tethered
Time goes on
Still here I won't stop
Must be fate
I grind my nerves shot
Oh my god
It's crazy these days
But I just turned to a new page
A new page
Ou I just turned to a new page
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