[ Featuring Vacant.end ]
I don't wanna do this anymore, I wanna run the f*ck away and get out of the city, yeah
I don't wanna do this anymore, I see life crumbling around me and the shit is not too pretty
Everyone around me keep changing moods and switch up so fast, by the time I'm pushing up daisies
I hope I don't look back with regret, but know that I probably will and that's the reason it pains me
She said slow down, yeah, she said look around, I said I can't, I can't, I said I can't, I can't
Cause life too strange, yeah, cause life is pain
I have no control, I don't feel at home, my life is a joke, but I ain't laughing at all
I have no control, I don't feel at home, my life is a joke, but I ain't laughing at all
I ain't laughing, I ain't laughing, no
Ain't shit funny, I bought a pair of jeans, but I stained them shortly
Like after I bought them, can't seem to do nothing right
Even flowing getting hard, this shit isn't tight, like it used to be
Time to read my motherf*cking eulogy
I'm an overthinker, so you know I tend to feel these things to the maximum
I don't know where the feeling gone, but it's all numb to the stadium, maybe then I'll be free or sum, yeah
I put the key in the ignition, I'ma take off somewhere where I can forget about the distance
And just sit with these feelings, I'm always reminiscing, lately
Let it ride for a bit, yeah, alright bring it back
Cause, cause, cause, cause
Cause life too strange, yeah, cause life is pain
I have no control, I don't feel at home, my life is a joke, but I ain't laughing at all
I have no control, I don't feel at home, my life is a joke, but I ain't laughing at all
I ain't laughing, I ain't laughing, no