Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
I been like this for eternity
Trapped inside my body and my mind there's nothing sure for me
Creeping by my window I can feel the presence through my screen
Take one look around and realize that it was always seen
Don't question everything you've ever known this just a phase
Someone told me long ago you'd probably feel the rage
My body has been crying out stop your not sane
I know I know I know but lemme feel just once what it'd be like to feel again
To Feel that real shit yeah yeah
Feel that realness woah oh
Not this fake shit no oh no
Love this stillness yeah
Cope with liquid ohh
But at bay i keep it
Cause I don't wanna go overboard
Got the self awareness
Been trapping me
In a way it's good cannot afford that slow death
I guess this what it has to be I don't really wanna end up with That rot breath
Those worms might have a good feast
Been talking like I'm a motherf*cking prophet
Been feeling a bit like Mohammed
Float like a butterfly
But when she sting it's a subtle cry
I look and speak out into the sky
Casting my spell to my lovers lies
You know that I gotta f*cking try
What is a life without pain tonight
What is a life without acting fine
I took a chance and it might just pay off but damnit lately it's feeling like one big stupid lie
Don't question everything you've ever known this just a phase
Someone told me long ago you'd probably feel the rage
My body has been crying out stop your not sane
I know I know I know but lemme feel just once what it'd be like to feel again
To Feel that real shit yeah yeah
Feel that realness woah oh
Not this fake shit no oh no
Love this stillness yeah
Cope with liquid ohh
But at bay i keep it
Cause I don't wanna go overboard
Got the self awareness
Yeah so maybe It's good I think too much yeah
It's good I think too much but I can't lie that it hurts
I wanna control my life ouuu
But life keep telling me you not first
And you not last
Coulda had it way worse
Been blessed but I feel so cursed
I don't wanna be that guy up in a strange hearse
Wanna live life through my words
But I don't understand
Yeah I don't understand
Just don't question don't question don't question no oh
Don't question everything you've ever known this just a phase
Someone told me long ago you'd probably feel the rage
My body has been crying out stop your not sane
I know I know I know but lemme feel just once what it'd be like to feel again
To Feel that real shit yeah yeah
Feel that realness woah oh
Not this fake shit no oh no
Love this stillness yeah
Cope with liquid ohh
But at bay i keep it
Cause I don't wanna go overboard
Got the self awareness