Still Shadey - Cry Sometimes (feat. Sharelle McCalla) Lyrics

I ain't too proud to say that I cry sometimes
Cos what am I suppose to do when the sun don't shine
Cos when it rains man it pours
When it rains man it pours
Cos when it rains man it pours
When it rains man it pours
I ain't too proud to say that I cry sometimes
Cos what am I suppose to do when the sun don't shine
Cos when it rains man it pours
When it rains man it pours
Cos when it rains man it pours
When it rains man it pours
I'm still tryna figure it out
Still tryna figure a route, I need to find a way
That I can let it all, man I need to let to out
So I'm a secret place I'm pouring feelings aloud
Lord forgive my doubt, I think need more faith
I think need more faith
No one knows how this pain looks like
And how your feeling inside
Not even me that's why I ask why do I feel this way
I'm going on my knees I pray
Like Lord show me a way
Yeah yeah, Like Lord show me a way
Yeah yeah, cos sometimes
I ain't too proud to say that I cry sometimes
See what am I suppose to do when the sun don't shine
Cos when it rains man it pours
When it rains man it pours
Cos when it rains man it pours
When it rains man it pours
Over half my life now the boys been rapping
Who would of imagined that me sitting in a living room can turn to interviews
Miracles at its finest don't tell God isn't true
I've seen signs and wonders
I've learnt to trust the quiet times
Cos In the hunger careful you be led astray
I've always got appetite but always satisfied
Miracles don't come through this world but only Adonai
So hallow Him, I use to do the ragoe ting,
I had to put the Bally down theres no more masks on my skin
I struggled with identity
Caught with the patterns must of forgot who I was meant to be
Biology over chemistry
My old friends don't remember me
Leasts that's how it feels
They think I forgotten them but I think about them still
Pray for em before I sleep
Sometimes I even weep
Temptation to go back but I'm strong when I am weak
Overcome oh yes I can
That's the blood of the Lamb and the words of my testimony through these raps yeah that's the plan
This years been my best it nearly was my worse
But you see what God has blessed no devil can curse
That's why I have to thank my God He made my mother recover
Cancer try take her
Lord not my mother
Praying to the sky until I saw it change colours
I'm thank you that you heard every word that was uttered
Tell my mum that I ain't ever gonna see her suffer
Same for my Dad, for my sisters and my brothers
This year bro I'm taking care of all the family
So much madness I use to do when I was younger
So whether it be it naughty or nice Santa had nothing for us tonight
Every year a different madness every year a different hype
But no worrying now we family I know we fight
But I love you all for life
I love you all for life I swear
I ain't too proud to say that I cry sometimes
See what am I suppose to do when the sun don't shine
Cos when it rains man it pours
When it rains man it pours
Cos when it rains man it pours
When it rains man it pours
I stopped asking for help and became the helping hand
Turned these Oh Lord I cant do it into yes I cans
So many flows, so many styles, so many inspirations
Pray I don't lose sight of the man that you said I am
Time to time I have to cut off from everyone else
Cos in world full of opinions its hard to be your self
I close my eyes and flirt with silence man it really helps
Thats when I'm hearing God the loudest man it really helps
This year we kicked off the label
You know its KB
Got tired of chasing people that didn't rate me
I leave the booth and ask the Father if He likes the track
And if He does then, man I'm fine with that
Ask me where my mind is at you'll understand it due time
Have you ever been overwhelmed with purpose you can't move right
Struggling to calculate these moves
I have to take some time
Somewhere between a modern day Shakespeare and Frankenstein
I asked the Father Lord how you want to use me
Asked Him if it's rapping He said it's every time that you speak
Whether it be on or off the stage
Or when the music doesn't play
Just remember that there's always gonna be a light in the shade I pray
I ain't too proud to say that I cry sometimes
Cos what am I suppose to do when the sun don't shine
Cos when it rains man it pours
When it rains man it pours
Cos when it rains man it pours
When it rains man it pours