Sticky Arrow - Hoping You Fix Me Lyrics

I was hiding in the brush when that storm came
Building pockets of disgust on that door frame
There's quite a lot to carry, but it's your pain
And no one else can take that shit away
So much poison in my stomach
I'm drinking to draw a blank
My family never notice, I'm hoping that I can change
I don't wanna see the problem
But honest, I feel the same
So obsessive over sonics
When I really need some faith
But it wasn't how they raised us, raised us
I never thought that he would save us, ahh
Do you miss me now, I might drop this
I can't help myself but be obnoxious
I put my heart in the mix
I put my heart in the mix
And now I'm hoping that you miss me
Shut up, and shut up, and go
Will you fix me now, I might drop this
I can't stop myself I feel nauseous
I put my heart in the mix
I put my heart in the mix
And now I'm hoping that you fix me
Shut up, and shut up, and go
Tossing and turning, I slept in the shed
Momma still cooking, these floods are a mess, ayy
Joey still working, we all knead the bread, true
My head is still blurry on things that I said
I keep pondering my own death and walking out at nightfall
I'm so in denial, every thought is like I'm tribal
Spiral and spiral, light up the bible
I was a pyro, I needed the warmth
Now I'm tryna keep myself from the crawl back
It's prolly better if you never tend to call back, don't call back
Do you miss me now, I might drop this
I can't help myself but be obnoxious
I put my heart in the mix
I put my heart in the mix
And now I'm hoping that you miss me
Shut up, and shut up, and go
Will you fix me now, I might drop this
I can't stop myself I feel nauseous
I put my heart in the mix
I put my heart in the mix
And now I'm hoping that you fix me
Shut up, and shut up, and shut up, and go
I put my heart in the mix
Now I'm hoping you miss me
I don't know where to begin
But I'm hoping you fix me