Steven Michael - Heterochromia Lyrics

Never could believe in myself, so I turned to someone else
Everybody's going out, I'm obsessing over sounds
And I don't why I'm scared, I'm the only demon in this house
Uh, Yeah
I got lost inside the colors, I got lost inside the fine print
Everybody left me just to deal with all my vices
Demons on both shoulders, they got color-coded eyes
That tell you just what mood I'm in
All my medication is just strung out on my nightstand
Yeah, yeah
Hetero f*cking chromia
Red and blue, Heaven Hell
My best is to your worst
I've been trying to figure out
How to navigate myself
Yeah, I got one hand on the book
And the other on the belt
Divine retribution for the sins that I have dealt
Yeah, yeah
I don't wanna talk, baby
I don't want no help
Scared that I'll become else
Yeah
Scared that I'll destroy everything that I've built
For myself on the darker side of hell
Yeah
Act like this is how I wanna be
It's the cards that I was dealt
The shit that I don't tell
The things that I've been keeping to myself
For the better of my health
I can't stand to be judged
For some shit that I can't help
Asking how I got this way
Scribbled on my cell
Uh, Yeah
I got lost inside the colors, I got lost inside the fine print
Everybody left me just to deal with all my vices
Demons on both shoulders, they got color-coded eyes
That tell you just what mood I'm in
All my medication is just strung out on my nightstand
Yeah, yeah
Hetero f*cking chromia
Red and blue, Heaven Hell
All my best is to your worst
I've been trying to figure out
How to navigate myself