Steve Benjamins - Obscene Lyrics

My blood bleeds blue
But I don't fall for you
My red heart true
When I call to you

I was in New York on a holiday
Pissing off the top of tall buildings
I didn't care who was watching
I was ugly and I was obscene
Millions and millions
Billions and billions
I was just waiting
They were pretending
I could just be alone
I never know
How far will this thing go
I was caught and they carried me
All the way up to the dead devil tree
Hoisted me up so everybody could see
They'd let me dangle and throw shit at me
Humiliation
Civilization
I can't be them
And they can't be me
I could just be alone
I never know
But this is how it goes

I'm the only ever
Lonely and obscene

I dreamed a dream
I was in Hollywood, I was obscene
They put a point subliminally
I put a sign in the sky there to see
Millions and millions
Billions and billions
I was just waiting
They were pretending
I just never knew
How far to go
But this is how I know
Hit me with a switch constantly
Cut from the body of a red devil tree
I didn't hoot, holler or make a scene
Just let it raise chaos in me
Humiliation
Civilization
I can't be them
And they can't be me
I've always been alone
It's what I know
And this is how the story goes

Why should I stay here?
Knocking at your door
How many ways can I fall from you?
Remake and rebuild
Make a man out of me
How many ways can I fall from you?