Stephen Kuc - Missin' Lyrics

I've been down for some time
Up and out of my mind
Trying to find
Whatever it is that I've been missing
I should start listening to you
A little bit more often
Well it costed me my fortune
And when I lost it
I think I aged ten years in ten months
And it's all been so damn comforting

Yea, my mind is racing
With these decisions staring right at me
Yea, they're making faces
Telling me to give up on my dreams
I guess I'll see them in sleep

I think I'll see better days
Than the ones I just faced
If I can find
Whatever it is that I've been wishing on
That star may now be gone
A fresh start
May also be out of the realm
Of reality; living a fallacy
Kinda like the lucid dreams I had last night
I'm a king of this world I'm creating

Yea, burnt out and faceless
Mistaking all my memories
Yet, remain complacent
Waiting for that world to start changing
While I still do all the same things

You know I wanted so much
Now I just miss the simple things I loved
Been missing all the vision I once had
When I was young

I lost you sometime after midnight
But I can't recall if you walked or crawled
By sunrise I didn't recognize you
I miss myself most of all

I'll try to make up my mind
And leave this crime scene behind
And try to drive back towards the city
Where they've searched for me
Snuck out so quietly
Took a while to realize that I was missing
Is it a tragedy
Opted for apathy
I'd rather leave
Than try to figure out what I need
Still I ain't so sure
It was all my fault
Well, I miss myself most of all