The first time that I saw you, got distracted by your eyes
Had me swimming in the ocean, and was floating in the skies
I know I'm not important at this moment, but I'm hoping that you notice
That you're worth it, that you're beautiful and gorgeous
And I think about you every time I wake up
And honestly I'm hoping that you break up
But I could never tell you, cause I know he makes you happy
And I'm sorry that I couldn't, but I'm happy that you're happy
Our past is pretty interesting, just look at our positioning
You want me and I want you, but timing keeps on dwindling
Just look at what you did to me, your beauty is an instrument
It's life inside a room, and gives the butterfly its symmetry
I used to do dumb shit, just for your attention
Like a lot of different things that I prolly shouldn't mention
I would talk around the answer when you hitting me with questions
I'm sorry if I hurt you, it was never my intentions
I used to get jealous, I used to get heated
I had to say I didn't care and fake that I believed it
But I'm grieving, and it sucks that I'm leaving
It sucks that I love you, and I love you for no reason
And you know that I would fight for you
We both know that I'm right for you
And honestly I wonder what it's like for you
To think about what we could've been
But I'd rather push this pen
Cause every time I get up on the mic for you
I think about the shit you could've said
The shit I should've said
Should've, could've, would've
But I guess this shit is dead
It's getting to my head
You never gave me closure, but it's over
So I know this shit is dead
Steph