I hope my name burns your throat when you speak it
Because now you're just a stranger with all my secrets
Well I tried but my best wasn't good enough for you
And I lied but saying goodbye has been long overdue
Surrounded by my friends and I can't help but seem so alone
I can only feel pain when I see your name pop up on my f*cking phone
Roll up in the Corolla, my heavy heart turns into stone
Feeling dead, wishing I was cause then I could be right at home
And I thought I'd rather die than live feeling this f*cking way
I was the bad guy and now I know what it's like to feel so betrayed
I'm sure you wrapped your legs around him like you used to wrap your arms around me
I can't eat, I can't sleep since we've buried this heart six feet deep with who I used to be
The only thing I ever wanted was to rot with you
But now I wanna die at the f*cking thought of you
Still, I hope that the next guy is all the things I couldn't be
And yet more of the same so you'll always be reminded of me