This heart is beating and I can feel it
The rivers melted and we went with them
Let this bottle warm me
It cant disappoint me
The light is fading
It's simply jading
I think I love her but I can't tell her
Been waiting to be
Still left so loosely
Still left so loosely
Still left so loosely
The truth about me isn't hard to find
But I'm walking on eggshells because
I'm terrified of what could happen next
But I can't even get close to you
It's like we're separated by glass
If I look at you
You look at your phone
Never present
Only distant
Too busy searching for gratification from a lie
You're not seeing that what you want
Is right in front of you
Me
But I can't change the fact
That I can't be like that
I can't stay in this alternate reality like everyone else
What ever happened to living in the moment
It's like if you don't live online
Then you don't even exist
I just need a break
And I don't think you can give me that
I wish you could
I know I'm making this sound like I'm different
But I'm just as guilty as the rest
Message sent
Endless moments
My mind you'll steal
I long to feel
For something real