State of Wonder - Wish You Were There. Lyrics

Oh I wish you were there when I tripped over my self again
It felt like those times we had were based off us arguing
God has his ways to show how I made it gray
I guess I was upset spaghetti as you would say
I wish you were there cause I just needed some comforting
Hold me like I did to you don't knock me down like a pin
Felt depressed but I was too numb to know where
10 16 was the time but after that I wish you were there

You should've been there when I was scared of even living
Resort to all my friends but in the end I'm hardly breathing
Affected by the problems that I had been absorbing
Feeling lonely then the breaking turned into a little sting
You should've been there when I was on the edge of doing it
Luckily I dropped those thoughts cause he made me filled again
When you were gone I started being more aware
That you had left for good and that I didn't really want you there

Because of you I found recognition with the rest of myself
That you tore up with your little games you know very well
Left me in the dust then I was lifted by an angel
That still supported me even though she knew that I fell
Into the world and got involved with these problems
She picked me up and helped me take it piece by piece to solve them
Even though she's gone I hope she knows I care
You messed me up but you don't know that you helped me when you weren't there

Oh I wished you were there when I tripped over myself again
I know those times we had were based off us arguing
God has his ways to show how I made it gray
He showed me I was broken and that you weren't the way
I wished you were there cause I just needed some comforting
I might've thought I missed you but I really missed my old friend
Felt depressed then they came back and now I'm aware
That 10 16 was the time but after that I'm glad you weren't there

That 10 16 was the time but after that I'm glad you weren't there