I live here
In my head
I never go anywhere anymore
My heart is sore
My breath is long
It hurts and yet
I'm always back for more
I'm walking back again
In the end
It doesn't matter anyway
It just didn't happen that way
But the visitor stayed
But the visitor stayed
I remember when the world was smaller and lighter
I sometimes think of then before I knew about the things I try so hard to fix
I hadn't known the restlessness felt underneath the weight of time
The cold air slipping through the callousness inside the human mind
Thinking about it
Thinking about it
It's like drawing blood
I was told about it
Late one night
From a girl I used to know
Thinking about it
It's like drawing blood
It just didn't happen that way
But it doesn't matter okay
Thinking about it
It's like drawing blood
It's like clawing at the space between my eyes
I was told about it
Late one night
From a girl I used to know
I'm walking back again
It just never ends
It just didn't happen that way
The visitor stayed