Eyes roll back
Breathe in the air
I'm choked of mind
It happens every time
My eyes roll back
As I give in to this haze
Is this all there is?
No moment of bliss
A waste of this runs buried deep
Drip feeding through the needle
Held in place by my ignorance
Force the hand
Breathe the air
Bend the nail
Empty
I'm choked of mind
It happens every time
I favour for moments of late
Force the hand
Breathe the air
Bend the nail
Watch my body unwind
Cowardice from eye to eye
Barely worth a second try
Street shadows, open doors
I tear apart
Is this all there is?
No moment of bliss
A waste of this runs buried deep
Eyes roll back
Holding on to the scraps
Of a life I once knew