[ Featuring PIXIE, Pixie-Fleur Middleton ]
On and on, here we go
So tell me how do I stop this going 'round?
When I wake, I'm always dreaming
Only see reality with eyes closed now
Where'd I go? I'm so near
Intentions were so clear
Like white wax put against my burning heart
Always fall apart each time I'm closer
Just like Icarus, almost reach the sun
Then each time I come melting down to
Back onto the ground
To these vines I'm bound
Then each time I find my way back to
Back to my old doubts
Is this as far as I go now?
'Cause I know in my soul
My sole purpose is lost and found
These stipple ceilings cloud around me
And now the sky is falling
Turning to my Kalopsia
Galaxy of now-collapsing stars
Frozen treadmills cover over my path
Thrown into this paralyzing ice bath
Every day
Duplicate
Wonder if I'll rise or this is just a
Chimera
Here the calendar flips again
But I don't feel nearer
Any nearer than my yesterday
Sinking deep and deeper
These static vines keep a hold on me
Here I am once again
Then I see your face and I
Get up again
Ice is melting
Freeze the time but my heart's on fire
Feel like I can
Start to breathe and
Revive the light in my eyes
So tired
Here I am once again
Fighting for the day when my
Real days fill my Kalopsia
Tryna feel temporary inside of my
Mediocre routine
Always work or uh...
Yet that seems to get harder every day
So I'm dreaming
Sleep-walking through a haze
Everything that's blurring
The life I see in my scheme
Bring back avidity in me again
Day to day to day
Kalopsia
These stipple ceilings cloud around me
And now the sky is falling
Turning to my Kalopsia
Galaxy of now-collapsing stars
Frozen treadmills cover over my path
Thrown into this paralyzing ice bath
Every day
Duplicate
Wonder if I'll rise or this is just a
Chimera
Here the calendar flips again
But I don't feel nearer
Any nearer than my yesterday
Sinking deep and deeper
These static vines keep a hold on me
Here I am once again
Then I see your face and I
Get up again
Ice is melting
Freeze the time but my heart's on fire
Feel like I can
Start to breathe and
Revive the light in my eyes
So tired
Here I am once again
Fighting for the day when my
Real days fill my Kalopsia