(Evil laugh)
Catching glimpses of the old me
Girl you need to hold me
I'm about to OD
Tryin' to be a fake ass OG
Drinking like the lonely
Chugging 'til it's hurting
With that endo burning
Stating what I'm learning
Demons they are lurking
This is not a boasting
This is new age beastin'
Fiending with a beast in
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Ha
Someone give me reason I've been lost for seasons
In memories of gramps and unc living drunk
Preaching I won't be em but I'm fiending for a pleasing
They call it genetics but I know what I've thunk
I can hear a voice recalling saying f*ck a heart pumping
What more is there to lose and what's keeping me from jumping
Mainly it's the thinking that my mother raised a nothing
I need the strength to last tonight for future repercussions
Against these random noises trying to handle my instruction
I can see the end result and the process for its production