""i've walked the four corners of this earth but peace is something i cannot find i can run a million miles but never escape my own mind cursed to lie on this bed of nails every point celebrating my failures come back to haunt me the oppertunites missed the feelings i hurt resurrected to tear at flesh they come back to haunt me and now betrayal has a face... as i lie here afraid to sleep listening to the floorboards creek beneath the sword of damocles i've been betrayed times oozes like molasses i drown in every sweet wave but oblivion eludes me as the edges of reality start to blur i question who i am oblivion eludes me the bitter mind of 4am reveals the man i fear i am as minutes drag slowly to hours all hopes by doubts are devoured i've been betrayed""