Looking back on miles passed
I distance a heart from home
I can't bear to look ahead
And plant my roots below
Cause this city's paved
It's paved, in loneliness
But grasping at straws
I've built a home
I haven't felt my bed in weeks
Feeling homesick in this home
Trapped with my regrets
Swimming in bitter thoughts
Quickly the months they pass
And all their smiles fade
Lost in my selfishness
I have myself to blame
For this life of emptiness
For this bridge that is burned
I pushed everything aside
I'll rot away
It's been years since I left home
Longing to find a way out
From this emptiness
I have myself to blame
And I haven't felt my bed in weeks
Trapped with my regrets
Swimming in bitter thoughts
With one deep breath I close my eyes
Turn to my dreams and run away
To a place where I can hide
From these bitter thoughts