Got what I didn't want
Not a minute I don't think something's wrong
And I be the cause of it
Feeling like a boss
Got me really lost in it
Ominous just how I plot this shit
Not at the top but I'm almost there
Rotting and I don't think I even care
Lost my hair thinking bout the stress I put you through when I should caress
Invested in shit that kill my breath
Rap in a instant cause I'm adept
Left you alone to grow into the man
Don't you understand this is part of the plan
Heart-in-hand
I'll start again
And I'll part my ways if it means you'll stay
Better accept the absurdity
A fractal loop of contradictory elements
This a damn social event
Won't be left with a single cent
This I could not prevent
For the past few years everything's been different
Left estranged, alone getting bent
Drowning myself in useless self-torment
Hoping f*cking parodies would pay the rent
In trying to avoid, becoming what I most resent
Hustle never stopping
Had to do it to them
Gen be showing how to move some units bruh
Couldn't have done this without the underpay
Without the struggle see you never pave a way
Living grateful for my brothers and sisters is the mainstay
Called it F*ckmusic because it's not about the music at the end of the day
Don't have much to say so I don't want to overstay
I get some sense from my girl before she go home
Assured she just spreading what my consciousness wants
I was defending what was rightfully yours
It didn't occur to me I was stifling her
A bit absurd I been hurting the people that love me most
Swear I been saying this none of my friends really know
How I be petty to people deserving the world
And I just think that I been sinking the boat
Feelings just been livid
Living miserable
In a minute imma give you what you been missing from us
If the product come out ill cause the problems been tough
And the fear that I instilled just been keeping me wondering
How the f*ck could you just dip what the f*ck would you want from him?
And still I just miss when you was my company
And suddenly you're gone
Just my lover be one with me