St. Jose - Slauson Park Freestyle Lyrics

Lacking all the remedies to get up out my sentiments
I shoulda been a better man
You see me as a menace and was wishing for a better end
But what we want we never get
Got a look that carries innocence
But I'm a crook I'm infinite
Heaven couldn't send for me
I needed to digress to breathe
I couldn't match your energy
Wasn't what was best for me
Killing time with penmanship
Fitting bars in sentences
I had to part relentlessly with mother's arms
I'm feeling weak so in a sense I'm hindered
Cheeks going inwards, lack of sleep
Got the picture split like a fissure
Entertaining when I fish for attention through the raps that I mention
Unrelaxed and pretentious
Pretending that I rap for what's good and not the image
Energy grim but still I'm grinning
I could feel alone in a room full of women
We be on the phone but still no connection
Promised imma call gotta know you are living

Said I couldn't do it, cause I still haven't done it
I don't wanna give influence don't belong to the public
Feelings got me acting like a fool
No food on my plate so my feed be looking dull
I thought I'd be defeated but the writtens from my soul got my spirit living tho
I'm detached from the goal
Don't lack a f*cking tactic to attack all of my foes
Wonder what happened when you fractured all your bones
From the fact that you been acting like ya can handle all the smoke
Tight grip on the handle cause my ass is heading coast
Doja got me channeled to the energy that bros give me
I'm with the shits, witty intuitive ruler of what's true
But you already knew all that