St. Jose - Praise Lyrics

Going through the most cuz I know I really need it
People I'm supposed to love they been leaving
Feeling like I joke, why am I even breathing?
Didn't lose my hope I just need a bit of meaning
Didn't lose my way just confused with the seasons
Takes me half a day just to get through the fake shit
My bitch be amazed if I don't lose my patience
Just nowadays all I praise is my safety
Anxious as I state I may be the greatest
Don't wanna stay, can I go where the stage is?
Fame is the goal I'm just tryna relate shit
Shaking as I sew all the shit I been breaking
Baby I don't know what you seen in me lately
Psyche kinda broke and I'm so irritated
Maybe I suppose I should show appreciation
Lately I been known just to take instigate shit
Shameless in my soul but just know imma make it
Take me as the goat just a lone imitator