Depression hitting me again, my heart fracturing yet again
Insanity in my mind, wish this be put to an end
It's getting hard just to sleep, cuts in my mind way too deep
So much pain in my eyes, my whole world in agony
Couldn't believe it on first reaction
Couldn't make sense on the situation
What happened? Left without any explanations
How did you leave so soon
How did you vanish so quickly?
Real time left into memories
Flashback into a decennie
Reality bent into insanity
My mind froze on my degree
Lost my focus into agony
One thing that I know,
More than homie, you're family
I can still feel his energy,
Happiness feeding my body
Combining my mind into a better me
A great man with loyalty
Homie had spiritual royalty
Depression hitting me again, my heart fracturing yet again
Insanity in my mind, wish this be put to an end
It's getting hard just to sleep, cuts in my mind way too deep
So much pain in my eyes, my whole world in agony
It's getting hard just to sleep
So much pain in my eyes
Never been so shattered, fractured had to restructure
Not used to such an injury, went full rehab on my body,
Remember running threes at BFB
Playing ball with all the homies
This hurt so much thinking about these reminisce
All the Good times at Palace
New years at 216
Late nights in the 416
You loved to come over and visit
Summer camping shenanigans
Squad full of happy hooligans
Remember when life was just simple
Innocence at its finest
Great times now past times
Old times turned into rap rhymes
Story line of a friend of mine
Time line of a gold mine
Wish you were here vibing at the jam
Really wanted you on stage with the fam
To see how this year we going ham
Maybe ill be up there at the gram
Sad you couldn't see my victory
Freed myself from anxiety
Buried my regrets deep down
To come up with my inner sound
Crew never the same without you
We share the best memories of you
You always kept it real for the crew
Me and the boys truly miss you