Trying to sleep
With my mind awake
Its not really great
But I owe to the people
Can't seem to hate
When they broke my legs
Forced me I ate myself
And I'm lost now
Searching in a dark room
For the past me
But the films all ruined
Like a drunk down drop out
That's what your doing now
People they so change so much
Don't know
What to do anymore
Who you are anymore
Oh These people so great
I don't have anymore
I'm addicted to
The concept
You in my life
And it's creeping
Like a sickness
Dark
That I fight
Cause the parasites Coming
It won't stop hunting
Till my bloods
On the ground
And my heads
On the wall
So I hide in my sleep
So I hide in my sleep
Till death takes me
I will hide in my sleep
Awake or dead
Awake or dead
What's the point
I don't really care
I'd rather be left alone
Right here I don't
Wanna know
How you been
Feeling now
But it's all
That I gotta know
All I can ever know
Mind stays trapped
In the places it feels are home
In the places it feels are home
Well what's my home
I don't know
Anymore
I guess
Sub concsiousness
I don't wanna fear
My conscious ness
But too late now
Aren't you so proud
I'm all grown up
My fears so loud
Im just a moment passing free
I'm just a moment you won't see