Another night all alone
Up real late
F*cked in my home
I sedate with alcohol
No friends around
No one to call
If I had it my way
I'd take razor to my veins
Let the blood
Flow right
This life not worry about
But I've got kids and wife
To many depend on my life
If I had it my f*cking way
I chug down a bottle
And end it today
This month turn 38
But I'm still playing games
Never quiet left my twenties
Got two kids
But I just cant leave
If I had it my way
I'd take razor to my veins
Let the blood
Flow right
This life not worry about
But I've got kids and wife
To many depend on my life
If I had it my f*cking way
I chug down a bottle
And end it today
So many nights
I lay awake and cry
Think about all the ways I could die
I'm an atheist right now
But I pray to God
To take my life away
Hooo hooo hoo
If I had it my way
I'd take razor to my veins
Let the blood
Flow right
This life not worry about
But I've got kids and wife
To many depend on my life
If I had it my f*cking way
I chug down a bottle
And end it today
If I had it my way
I'd take razor to my veins
Let the blood
Flow right
This life not worry about
But I've got kids and wife
To many depend on my life
If I had it my f*cking way
I chug down a bottle
And end it today