I've been
I've been dragging my goddamn heels through the gravel
Fighting every step of the way to find a different perspective
I've been typecast, I've out-lashed
My past still comes back to haunt me
You were only trying to guide me in the right direction
The things I hate about me
I know you cannot see
I'm not the person I was and I'm sorry
I wanna learn how to trust
Try to get back where I was
Be who you need me to be
I just wanna breathe again
Quit carving notches in an empty bed
Learn how to take a f*cking complement
I wish you weren't always in my head
You keep me spinning for this
These days I feel like I've been petrified
Tell me why my lack of substance got me telling lies all the time
All I know is I've been falling every step of the way
Yeah the floor's all I know now
But you keep pulling me up when I'm all out of love
It's got me thinking that you're the only one
That can guide me in the right direction
I carry all my regrets
You were a sacrament
A bitter wine for just one sip at a time
To keep me spinning for this
You keep me spinning for this