Splendid Noises - A Kid, a Clown, a Drowning Lyrics

Oh and she stuck her arms in the fire (whew that's hot)
Oh and she was red and glowing with some embers
Oh and then she did pull me quite close to her (so close)
And she said wasn't that all that you were looking for
Oh and she did allow me there to linger
Was I ever really loved as a child
But is that the fault of mine or another
Oh what's the point, was the use in trying your hardest
Ain't that still the problem
Oh I sure, I sure, I sure admit this outburst is quite egotistical
Oh I am codependent on reflections in mirrors
Oh at times this life it feels so quite goddamn unlivable
Ain't your love and hate, it turns to grey
I get so sad I sleep all day