Everything used to be alright
I'm a shell of what I once was
I lost myself last night
Backtrack all of my steps
I never know what to expect
Hit me again
I won't fight back
Kick me while I'm down you know I f*cking love it
Down and out with no way to rise above it
I think I'm trying but
Is that really enough
Yeah sometimes I think it's not
It's easier said than done
My body feels less like a home
And more like a loaded gun
And I was loaded in the backseat
Flashing lights of cars
Driving past me
I was mourning myself
The blood in my mouth was a warning I felt
Eyes heavy red and dilated
My head and heart have separated
Everything used to be alright
I'm a shell of what I once was
I lost myself last night
Backtrack all of my steps
I never know what to expect
Hit me again
I won't fight back
Kick me while I'm down you know I f*cking love it
Down and out with no way to rise above it
I think I'm trying but
Is that really enough
Yeah sometimes I think it's not
Baby
Save me
Save me
Save me
Baby
Save me
Save me
Save me
Baby save me
Now I'm all alone in my room once more
Thinking about a life underneath this floor
Drank drank I've been on my f*cked up shit
Taking my life doesn't seem like shit
Drank drank I've been on my f*cked up shit
Taking my life doesn't seem like shit
Everything used to be alright
I'm a shell of what I once was
I lost myself last night
Backtrack all of my steps
I never know what to expect
Hit me again
I won't fight back
Kick me while I'm down you know I f*cking love it
Down and out with no way to rise above it
I think I'm trying but
Is that really enough
Yeah sometimes I think it's not