Spectra - sh1t Lyrics

I speak about drugs
Only for the rhymes
You want the drug shit
You want the girl shit
I ain't ever had that much friends
Never had even one girlfriend
Now that I am gone, just keep movin' on
Listen to my vibe, please don't lie
You wanted me to die
Inspired by gone idols
I think I'm suicidal
Look at the title
(Look at the title)
Having friends is my only idyll
No pills in my Coke
Video games are my only dope
I've been through a lot of shit
And you know my songs are lit
That's why you pay me for
That's why she f*cks me for
That's why she slams the door
That's why she hates me for
I can't breathe normally
I'm writing for myself
Don't do that for money
I do that for my health
You know I'm not that rich
You know I'm all alone
Another night on Twitch
Don't answer to your phone
I don't want to wake up
Today I'm on the edge
Would you stop me if I jump?
(Would you stop me if I jump?)
I speak about drugs
Only for the rhymes
You want the girl shit
You want the drug shit
I ain't ever had that much friends
Never had even one girlfriend
Now that I am gone just keep movin' on
Listen to my vibe, please don't lie
You wanted me to die
Inspired by gone idols
I think I'm suicidal
Look at the title
Having friends is my only idyll
No pills in my Coke
Video games are my only dope
I've been through a lot of shit
And you know my songs are lit
(And you know my songs are lit)
That's why you pay me for
That's why she f*cks me for
That's why she slams the door
That's why she hates me for
I can't breathe normally
I'm writing for myself
Don't do that for money
I do that for my health
You know I'm not that rich
You know I'm all alone
Another night on Twitch
Don't answer to your phone
I don't want to wake up
Today I'm on the edge
Would you stop me if I jump?
(Would you stop me if I jump?)