Spacey! - Unapologetic Lyrics

Yeah, I'm unapologetic, how I'm livin, don't regret it
Everything I did to get right where I am, just respect it
If the younger me saw me right now, he'd probably think we made it
I might tell him we not there yet, but we gettin' closer daily
Wake up, rise and shine, yeah, it's time to grind
When I'm feelin' low, I love to get high
I'm beyond repair, I cannot even lie
Ain't no reason I should see my father cry
Pops sat me down and told me, son, you the one
When he gone, I'm the one that keep the family goin
Even when I feel the pressure, yeah, I will not run
Gotta keep on stayin' strong till I see the sun
Cause when it goes down, ain't no one around
To lift me up, to lift me up
But I never gave a f*ck
Yeah, I'm unapologetic, how I'm livin, don't regret it
Everything I did to get right where I am, just respect it
If the younger me saw me right now, he'd probably think we made it
I might tell him we not there yet, but we gettin' closer daily
I been wishin, I been hopin
I been cryin, steady tryin
Why they lyin, tryna throw dirt up on my name
It's a dirty game, it's a damn shame
Now I'm comin' back for everything
And I'm married to the music, I just bought this shit wedding ring
They don't know my f*ckin' story, I felt hella pain
Screamin' to myself up in the mirror, I'm goin' insane
And I'm filled with rage, tryna take it day by day
I got suicidal thoughts that won't go away
No matter what I say or what I do, my demons stay with me
I'm on the verge of breakin, steady prayin, so don't play with me
Yeah, I'm unapologetic, how I'm livin, don't regret it
Everything I did to get right where I am, just respect it
If the younger me saw me right now, he probably think we made it
I might tell him we not there yet, but we gettin' closer daily