The sun is frozen
On the horizon it
Seeing through me
Seeing me
For what I truly am
I am yours to blame
My fear
My confusion
My weakened soul
But who have I to blame
Only but the same as you
I do not wish to be refreshed
I do not wish to be consoled
I do not wish to feel alive again
I am yours to blame
My fear
My confusion
My weakened soul
I do not wish to be refreshed
I do not wish to be consoled
I do not wish to feel alive again (again)
I am yours to blame
My fear
My confusion
My weakened soul
Who needs hope
And false motivation
It only brings disappointment
I only fail myself
Time and time again
I am yours to blame
My fear
My confusion
My weakened soul
I wish to be broken
I wish to be left
Alone in my self-hatred
Who wants to live a life
That never wanted you
When you could sleep in a death
That constantly calls
And welcomes your emptiness
To wallow & rest
Beneath its soft blanket
(Wallow and rest...)
(Alone)
(Alone)