I can't move on
The tides are pulling too strong
Saying goodbye feels so wrong
And I don't know where I belong
You found a part of me that I thought was lost
Showed me what life could be and gave me your trust
I spent some years, thinking that I was gone
But there in your space, I could be one
So I gave you a shout only you could hear
Light in the cloud yet I couldn't go near
'Cause
You were everything I feared but what I grew to love
I should've tried to know your spirit instead of your touch
I hope I wasn't too much
I can't move on
The tides are pulling too strong
Saying goodbye feels so wrong
And I don't know where I belong
When it all feels perfect
Can I really trust what I see?
I know we all have phases
So who do I decide to be?
Learning to love myself
Think I try my best
But I go through the motions
And still feel a mess
The anxiety potent
I know I'm blessed
But I'm scared of this world
And lately, I can't breath
Too much space inside of me
Try to keep good company
But I still feel empty
Please show me how to proceed
What is it I really need?
I can't move on
The tides are pulling too strong
Saying goodbye feels so wrong
And I don't know where I belong